I'm having a moment where I'm feeling really depressed, have little self-esteem, am wondering what the hell I'm living for, skipped class, sinuses are stuffy (roads are bad anyway), cannot concentrate whatsoever and am trying to finish a take home exam. And my tid is jiggling. My struggling friend is on my mind and there are two more events I have to create in the near future and I made the ceiling leak today. Drinking coffee and looking forward to daal, masala chicken and rice for dinner and listening to sad hindi songs. Only Jagjit Singh can give hope to the sad heart. One continues on doing what they have to do even if they don't know why. #thisislife