felt lots of fatigue this weekend. right before I bleed and during bleeding, I often feel sudden ennui and have to lie down. After lying down for a bit today (and waking up late) and eating, I took a shower and the remaining blood came all out of me within 30 to 40 minutes. It felt so wonderful. I've always dreamed of bleeding in a way where lots of the blood came out in a short amount of time in the end. All the blobs and streams of blood rolled down the tub into the drain and I feel so fulfilled. #love being deeply alone during my period #breathing deeply #library #kids #homework # marketing #one thing at a time