Had a lovely weekend and spent all day today in my pajamas...fell asleep around 8:30? and then woke up am hour ago thirsty and needing to take Robitussin. I've been feeling pressure again in lower back near my left ovary and when it gets to be a lot, I feel fatigued and need to support my back with pillows. I have been observing the thoughts that occur when I feel this. Basically I observe my thoughts and angers all the time. Further observation is that my energy has limits. I don't have the ability or energy to engage in drama or more irritation. Sometimes certain people/conditions come up in my mind and I start feeling irritated and the pressure again. Warning! Today I almost felt a burning. It's like my body is burning the past, dissolving it and teaching me balance. Truly, thinking about the future is such a waste of time.

Trying to go to sleep now and aiming to walk tomorrow and starting antibiotic ~